And finally

Assalamualaikum.

Hai. Quite awkward after almost 1 year this blog left untouched. Jenuh nak cari balik email address because I forgot the most and most important thing, email address. Need to search here and there just to find my email address. At first, I think I lost my blog since almost 1 year I left it but when I tried to googled, it still there. Oh how eh? There might be something that I miss because I know this is the right password and email address. But thanks to Allah and google, finally I found the reason. Well, actually I key in the wrong email address. Previously, I registered with different email address. Since I already forgot that email address, I have to find it from my list-of-things book.

So, here I am. With the word Bismillah, I pronounce that I am back to this blogging world even I know, nobody notice my blog at all.

Last update, December 2013 and now November 2014. Almost one year actually.
Of course, a lot can happened in one year right?

From one job, I moved to another one. At the same time, I am freelance translator. And then, I tendered my resignation because I find it difficult to make two jobs at the same time. I end up being full time freelancer.

And now, I am full time freelance as a subtitler and translator. Also transcribist. Last year, my title is staff but now, I am boss and staff at the same time. I am boss for myself. I don't have my staff yet but I'm looking forward to have one or more than one someday (the more the better, am I right?). Being a boss never get easier actually. You might thing its fun but I tell you, you wrong. The reality is not what it seems. I am boss for myself and I don't have staff. Yet for me, this is not what I was imagine it should be. There's a lot of things to take into consideration. On top of everything is our job quality. Being a freelancer and staff is two different things. If you produce low quality file, well, you know what might happened right? So I don't have to explain more on that. :-P

I need to work my tail off to produce a good file.

Before this, I can refer my boss directly if I have some issue related to translation or other things. But now, I am boss for myself? Me myself have to solve the problems since this is my file.

And now I am 25 (Yeay dah boleh kahwin). Old and mature enough I guess(supposedly). But I don't know if I am mature enough for my age. Sometimes, I feel as I am mature enough to handle my life but sometimes it happened otherwise. I'm not really sure how to put things together when I have to. In fact, I ni jenis kelam kabut plus cepat menggelabah. So, I can't put things into perspective in the sense of think wisely based on situation that I'm in. Well, need to work on that. I tried actually but it doesn't happen overnight. It takes time. Slow and steady.

I always imagine myself as a independent woman. Yes, I am and I proud of that. At this point, I think I am independent because I can stand at my own feet and can help my parents. I admit I still need other's help. I can't deny the fact.

Almost 2 am now. So, got to go. I've got plenty of work to be getting on with. Till we meet again.

Sekian, thanks!

Tragedi 8 Disember 2013

Assalamualaikum.

Kasihan dengan nasib diri. Baru 3 bulan dikeluarkan, sudah masuk bengkel. Kasihan dengan si putih. Tak pasal-pasal, bonet dan bumper kemek. Gara-gara dilanggar orang.  Tapi tak pe, sekarang si putih dah kembali macam dulu. Mana taknya, semua  tukar baru. Bonet, bumper dan lain-lain benda yang rosak, sudah berganti.

Terima kasih encik-encik mekanik perodua kota damansara. Sangat cekap dan efisyen kerja mereka. Tak lupa juga dekat en. Runner yang uruskan hal claim insurans dan etc. Perkhidmatan first class!

Hari Khamis masuk bengkel, hari Sabtu kereta dah siap. Cepat, kan?

Syukur sangat accident tu tak teruk sangat. Kita dah elok-elok bawa kete, ada pulak orang langgar. Itulah kata orang, kalau kita berhati-hati, belum tentu lagi orang lain berhati-hati. Tengok tu la. Elok-elok kita berhenti dekat traffic light, tetiba je kete kena hempap dari arah belakang. Tapi nak buat macam mana. Dah takdir. Tuhan dah tetapkan hari tu aku akan accident. Tapi syukurlah aku tak apa-apa, Cuma gangguan mental sikitlah nak memandu. Rasa serik dah nak lalu area-area sunway giza sana, jalan persiaran surian. Situ selalu stuck dan time stuck, accident memang mudah berlaku. So, hati-hatilah.

Bila dah kena tu, aku cerita dekat kawan aku. Ayat pertama yang keluar dari mulut dia, cuba fikir, hari ni ada buat salah dengan siapa?

Pikir punya pikir, mungkin sebab aku tak minta kebenaran mak aku masa nak keluar. Dan aku juga tak sempat baca ayat Kursi sebelum keluar rumah hati tu. Maklumlah, nak cepat. Sampai terlupa semua  amalan-amalan tu semua. mungkin itulah pengajarannya. Lain kali, bagitahu mak dulu kalau nak keluar dan jangan lupa baca Ayat Kursi sebelum keluar rumah. Insya-Allah, akan dipelihara oleh-Nya. Amin.

Sekian, terima kasih.